going back here

It has been a really long time since I've blogged. The only reason I came back is that I wanted to check my records on the internet. Then, I came across this old blog I used to have. The laugh and cringe I get when I read my old posts just made me happy. And now I'm wondering if blogging can actually bring me back that feeling of carefree and just pure happiness.
I mean come on, it's pretty weird and funny.

Dan gue sadar bahwa dari kecil emang kayanya kisah percintaan gue gaepernah end dengan baik. entah orangnya suka sama orang lain lah apa lah. ya intinya ga berakhir dengan orang itu suka balik sama gue sih, biasanya.

Jadi kebetulan, hari ini gue ngepost twibbon dari fakultas dimana gue skrg berada. Kebetulan kemarin bgt gue baru aja bikin ig gue public (business account) & MASA YA post gue yg itu di bookmark/save sm org....

this is such an awkward moment kaya "why"
KENAPA
tp gapapa sih cuma gue sedih aja kenapa gabisa ketauan siapa yang ngebookmark wkwkwkwk

tp ya intinya mah saya senang bisa membuat orangtua saya senang



jadi kan gue ditinggalin oleh mantan untuk cewe lain
jahat gasih kalo gue bahagia dia masih bingung belom dapet kuliah?
kasian sih tapi kaya "woi gue udah kesusahan skrg giliran lo yang susah" gitu loh wkwkwk
but honestly, I'm praying for the best (for myself ofc)
dan gue bahagia gue bisa ngelepasin semua unek2 gue dan rasa benci gue ke orang. karena jujur aja ya, itu bikin capek sendiri
dan udah beberapa bulan ini gue belajar banyak mengenai hidup.
Mulai dari kesulitan kecil hingga yang besar
ini semua membuat gue menjadi orang yang lebih 'dewasa' dalam emotional state ya

Kadang emang ga enak jadi orang yang ngalah atau yang besar hati. jatohnya kaya "kurang baik apasih gue" tapi life is unfair, really. Terkadang kalo lo masalahin hal hal kaya gini malah jadinya ribet, just let it go. hating on someone will not make you feel better.
Be the better person, apologise first even if the other party's at fault.
forgive, it will ease your heart.
be thankful for what you have.
and for whatever reason, do not stoop so low :)
always try to be nice to people.
ini gue juga ngingetin diri sendiri kok, because I still do things I forbid (from myself).
but it's okay, a small progress is still a progress

Dedicated to Alyssa

Nama itu familiar bagi beberapa orang, terutama angkatan gue.  dia baru aja meninggal, hari ini. Mungking gue emang gak deket sama dia, but still kehilangan temen itu nyakitin. Dia adalah temen yang baik, maybe lo bertanya-tanya 'emang lo deket sama dia?' at school, maybe no. tapi di KPM iya, gue sebagai anak baru obviously gaada/gapunya temen di KPM (especially pas orientasi) tapi dia ngajak gue ngobrol instead of ngebiarin gue gitu aja. Dia care banget&baik.

Gue gapernah nyangka kalo dia bisa diambil secepet ini, beberapa bulan yang lalu gue masih bercanda sama dia, ngomongin anak KPM SMA yang ganteng, dan main taptap revenge (seharusnya kita ngikutin acara but oh well). Terakhir gue ketemu dia gue nangis, yaitu pas dreamsmart. Gue duduk di paling belakang karena gue hanya sebatas SOTY, gak lama ada seorang perempuan masuk & jalan tapi dibantuin mama&papanya. Jalan pun susah, kebetulan setelah di duduk nama dia mucul di layar. Standing ovation, hampir semua anak angkatan gue yang hadir nangis. Kakak kelas mungkin bertanya-tanya 'ada apaan' dll but we're too caught up in the moment to care about anything else. Dia dikalungin goldstar sama Pak Ukim dan Pak Masribi Ali, personally.

And that was the last time I saw her, now she's gone for good and forever. This shows us that nothing is mortal, she's a hero to us. She fights with her illness, but maybe her battery has run out and now it's time for her to go. Bye Alyssa

Gue punya quote untuk dia

SOUL
by Yuki Miyamoto (a fictional character in "Best Friend Until The End")
after writing this, she died

Soul is very valuable, like a battery that makes people live. But battery can runs out, so as soul. Battery can easily be charged, but soul can't. Soul is a gift from God that makes people stay alive for years. Without soul, people can't live. But there are some people who thinks that they don't need soul, and they wasted it. It hurts me whenever I see people wasting their lives, when actually it have to be used as well as possible. Because of that, I want to keep living until my soul dies.

Here's something for him

What I'm feeling.

Lucky Girl (Lucky Guy)

It’s been so long since I’ve met someone
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do

You make me feel
Like I’m the only girl
With you in the world

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky girl

You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you

You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky girl

Oh so lucky

You were never mine to begin with…

So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky guy

To someone who makes my heart did a flip-flop.

kehidupan seorang inez.

Disaat sepupu gue lagi unyu2an sama pacarnya, gue menggalau beli album atau enggak dan kalaupun iya gimana caranya biar mommy ngebolehin. Dengan snacks gue yang sangat gue sayangi cintai dan banggakan. Dengan Internet yang merupakan bagian dari hidup gue, dengan tidur lama dan bermales malesan karena itu hak gue disaat liburan, dengan kpop yang merupakan seluruh hidup gue. Dengan tari saman buat expo ekskul yang gue udah 2 kali gak ikut latihan dan katanya ada gerakan baru yg gue samasekali gatau. Dengan choreo growl yang sedang gue pelajari dengan antusiasnya kareba gue dan tementemen gue mau ngecover growl dan thank god gue udah bisa dance movesnya sedikit sedikitsedikit dan ngerti walaupun belom hafal. Dengan sepatu milih vans Suede classic/old school atau puma suede mid classic.
Karena itupun masih gatau nanti pakenya yg puma atau yang vans, tergantung. AAAAAH ME AND MY LIFE
jadi kemaren gue teriak2 "inez bingung inez bimbang inez labil" berkalikali
Dan daddy tibatiba bilang "jangan pacaran dulu" and im like whaaat? Itu inez bingung karena album growl dad-_- btw yg bikin gue sakit hati adalah irsyad. Dia ngatain gue jomblo. Dasar ya itu anak. ME AND MY LIFE
im sorry brother but apparently your sister has lots of boyfriends in aouth kkoreaand some are havinga world tour right now :)
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IM READY TOO, BINGO
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IJE JUNBINEUN WALYO
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IM READY TO MINGLE~

     My lovely snack (fruity pebbles, dilmah tea, froot loops, hersheys,  aandblueberry juice frm koreaa :D)

 Yang inez galauin aka growl aka repackage version of xoxo

 My blueberry juice! <3 its from koreq that explains why im happy

 This one is my brother who said that im a jomblo

 My boyfriends

  This too

 This too

 This too

Masih banyak tapi karena gue ngupdate pake hp jadi agak susah gimana gitu jadi maybe in the next post okk? :)

I'M IN LOVE

WITH HATS. THEY ARE JUST SO DAMN PUUUURFECT
snapbacks, no shit sherlock.
JUST- IDK.

CONFESSION TIME

Yes, I like someone.
he's tall. I mean TALL
dark eyes, his friend says that he took off his braces, but idk
skinny
cool?
one of his friend is my senior in primary school
if I said more, you guys would probably know who he is so yeah.

lalala

I couldn’t bear to say that I like you
Just being by your side like this was good enough

Shyly, I hide my fluttering heart
And I met you again today
I worry that my heart will be noticed
So I turn around and pretend that I didn't care

I’m telling you that I want you

I’m telling you that I love you

Are you listening to my heart for you?

It hurts just to look at you

Inside all those people in the world
To me, i was only able to see you
I’m standing only looking at you
All day, I keep getting a fever
Don’t know why I’m like this
When you smile at me
When you pass by me

My heart keeps beating
Don’t know, I get happy
I think I’ll know a little, a little
Love, love, I call it love

I love you, I love you, I love you
Even if I say it a thousand times, it’s not enough
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side, a fool

Will you know how I feel someday?

spring comes into my heart

Everytime I see you, I'm happy

I go crazy all day
because I constantly think about you

A guy who catches my eye

Everything has changed

LIPSTICK(lipstik)
Everything has changed - Taylor Swift ft Ed Sheeran
Lyrics has been changed due to my real circumstances.
note: his(my crush's) eyes is either dark or brown, it's barely noticeable because it(dark&brown) kinda have the same colour tone
so I'll just write dark and for the freckles on your face, I changed it into braces. yeah, he wear braces up till now

All I know this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now, now something now, I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago
Is dark eyes and braces
And your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall, painted blue
I'll take 'em down, take 'em down
and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies, the beautiful kind
making up for lost time, takin' flight making me feel like
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back an tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
Let me now that it's not all in my mind
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said hello
so dust off you highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
And all I know since yesterday
Is everything has changed

Kacamata (glasses)

TEMENIN GUE GALAU KAWAN~ 

Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

all I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

All I can see is I was enchanted to meet you

I'm wonderstruck blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering questions kept me up, 2AM who do you love

Butterfly, bring us away 

The moment I first saw him, to the place our eyes first met

I fell in love with you at that moment, gonna tell you that, butterfly

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now.

The one person who can't see me though I am looking

Do you even remember me?

Do you even think about me?
Just once please

Like a fool, I am waiting

please come to me now

come to me just like this

my last wish is that one person, you

I like you, I like everything about you

from your head to your toes

even each of your small actions

I like it all, I like everything about you

The more time passes, the more I like you

I need you

I pray that I can be with you every day

I have fallen in love

drizzle drizzle, the sound of the rain

dugeun dugeun, my trembling heart

drizzle drizzle, dugeun dugeun

the sound on the umbrella, the sound of my heart

I'm a fool, I'm a fool who only sees you

I fall asleep while thinkning of only you

In my dream, I only dream of you

So just shut up and be mine

I keep falling in love, falling in love

When I see you, my heart oh oh oh oh

Oh my I don't know why my heart is fluttering like this

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you

nocturnal family

Jadi, bu suzi ke rumah gue yang dibogor sama keluarga besar pakde aam. (Bu suzi itu kakak mommy) daan ternyata, yang dia bawa hanyalah kunci masuk doang. Ruangan semuanya kekunci kecuali kamar mandi sama kamar depan.

SOOOOOOO
Kita malemmalem jam set 12-an ke bogor untuk nganterin kunci. UNTUK NGANTERIN KUNCI MEEEN
sebenernya sih gue disuruh gausah ikut tapi mau ketemu farah jadi yasudahlah
Nyampe sana udah pada gelepar di manamana (lantai maksudnya) dan gue nyampe disana jam 1.30 pagi. Si farah lagi tidur di kamar depan dengan enak. Gue dateng disambut oleh kak nadia, dia memang baik hati dan tidak sombong ya huhahaha
that very awkward moment when lo dibilang 'suka&pacaran' sama sepupunya sepupu lo yang bahkan lo gak inget siapa................
Akhirnya gue narik farah dari tempat tidur dan blablabla akhirnya sekitar jam 2.45 an kita balik ke jakarta. Nyampe rumah jam 4 pagi
KELUARGA GUE NOKTURNAL.
BAI. MKBYE.

My Dad

Dad, you never failed to make me smile after crying out loud. You're my hero. My moodmaker, a person who knows me inside and out better than myself. A person that I know all my life. My crazy dad, my bestfriend, my oh-so-handsome dad. Usually people made these kind of letters to their lover right? Well since I'm still a teenager who is so *cough* innocent, I write this for my dad. This is cheesy, I know. Well, I love you dad. I know it sounds so cheesy but yeah.

You've spent a lot if money to send me to school, to buy me things and to make me happy. There are some misunderstanding between us but, it's natural. I mean like if we spent time together without arguments is just weird. The more we argue the closer we become, you know. I'm sorry for my crazy imaginations, my loud voice, my actions that might have hurt you. Basically everything. Especially because I always tease you.
Thank you Daddy, I'll always be your little girl forever♥
아빠, 미안해 감사해 그리고 사랑해♡^^

LOOOTSOFLOVE, ME :D
Note: I love your phone(; BAHAHAHA

DO-TOTHE-FUN, DUFAN

DUFAAAAAAN YEAAAAY jadi hari selasa, gue ke dufan bareng Bea,Jani,Ima,Bulan,Dhifa,Taqiya
Harusnya duhita ikut tapi dia bangun kesiangan....
OKELAH.
Kita ngumpul dirumah jani jam 8
Yang pertama dateng gue, terus galama bea dateng.Abisitu Ima, bulan, taqiya dan yang terakhir itu dhifa
Kita rusuh banget emang
Pokoknya pas masuk ancol ada satu hal yang sangatttttt memalukan kalo diceritain. udah gausah diceritain.

Kita masuk langsung main Kora-kora lalalala
Pokoknya gila dan wtf banget. Terus kita ngadem di baby room. no one know what are we doing there. Dan taqiya gila banget-__-

I'M O HAPPY
1. XOXO album gue UDAH DATENG. dapet pc lay-tao dan id card xiumin
2. FILM YANG GUE TONTON KEREN BANGET. DRAMA DENG HAHAHA
GUE SPEECHLESS. INI SUPERDUPER KEREN.
3. LIBUR TELAH TIBA. salahdeng, HAMPIR TIBA.
4. THIS SATURDAY I'M GOING TO MEET MY BIAS OHMYGOD OHMYGOD MY FISHY HAE:*

Luk et dis

Harry Potter.


[x] Your hair is dark and can be messy.
[x] You wear glasses.
[x] You have a weird looking scar.
[x] You are brave.
[] You have green eyes.
[x] You like playing a particular sport.
Total = [5]


Ron Weasley.
[] You have red hair.
[x] You are very loyal to your friends.
[] You are deathly afraid of spiders.
[] You are sarcastic.
[x] You dont have a lot of money.
[] You have older siblings.
Total = [2]


Hermione Granger.
[] You are bossy.
[x] You are intelligent.
[x] Your hair is wavy or curly.
[] You have a cat.
[x] You usually know how to handle tricky situations.
[x] You get made fun of a lot.
Total = [4]


Rubeus Hagrid.
[] You are tall.
[] You are very friendly and soft hearted.
[x] You love animals.
[x] You are very helpful.
[] You give in easily.
[x] You are very loyal.
Total = 3[] o.o


Luna Lovegood.
[x] You are weird and proud of it.
[] You dont have loads of friends.
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You are open minded.
[] You are quite spiritual.
[x] You believe in things most people wouldn’t.
Total = [3]


Draco Malfoy.
[x] You are manipulative.
[x] You can be very mean when you want to be.
[] You are a snob.
[x] You can get jealous. (just over food, fashion & kpop stuff)
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You enjoy pranks.
Total = [4]


Neville Longbottom.
[x] You are close to your grandparents.
[] You are plump.
[] You are easily frightened.
[x] You get nervous easily.
[] You like frogs and toads.
[] You are geeky.





Total = [2]

HARREH POTTAH

Some Nonsense.

Okay. Jadi beberapa hal yang bikin gue seneng
1. EXO XOMEBACK
2. EXO XOXO KISS(walaupun gabeli yang hug)
3.MCountdown di Indonesia.

Daaad. I LOVE YOU. no matter how many fights we have no matter how annoying I am, I love you. The 'annoying' me is how I express my love to you. Thanks dad, you're my hero<3 You're different, crazy, sometimes nonsense and everything. And maybe this sound cheesy but, this is what this is. You know me so well. Of all the people in this family, the one that knows me too well is you. Without saying a word, you know how I feel and always support me. When I want something, you always help me. I don't know how you can stand my blabbering, my annoying attitude and all things. I LOVE YOU. Words can't express my feelings. I hate you my lovely dorky crazy dad :* Forever&Always, your daughter.

^^

Hariini itu.... aneh?
Jadi tadi pagi kita(7c) itu dapetnya palembang. Nah, maskotnya safira-ghifari (biasa)
Minggu depan itu lari pagi tematik (terakhir) dan temanya garden. Gue akan menjadi garden princess berempat (Gue Bea Inka Jani) bea-jani mau kembaran, gue-inka juga mau kembaran :3 UNYU KAN KITA SEMUA (?) HAHAHAHA

Dan tadi pagi itu kan disuruh nyanyi. tpi gaada yang hafal. alhasil kita sekelas nyanyi-nyanyi ngaco-_-
dan akhirnya diketawain oleh seseorang. yang nyuruh kita nyanyi.
POKOKNYA NGACO BANGET DEH. lyricnya cuma tau satu kata dan nadanya ngaco banget.

KEMAREN MUKENA GUE JATOH KE TEMPAT ANAK COWOK. Jadinya gue minta tolong sama si rafif. tappi dia malah minta goceng. dan gue akhirnya ditoong kak uka. thankyou kak. dia ngelempar ke atas, first attempt, fail. second attempt, succes!

GUE GAK REMED TARTRAD~^^
EXO COMEBACK 30 JUNI. OHMGOD TEASERNYA KELUAR MEEN

Crazyyy

Jadi hari jum'at pada gaje gitu dirumah jani. pada seneng. kalo *sensor* dan kawan kawan seneng garagara gak di *sensor* (takutnya offensive) kalo gue duhita jani seneng garagara teaser EXO. gue bea duhita syifap seneng garagara gaada tartrad. dan kita semua seneng garagara inka direkom. Happiness overload. Jadi kita teriak2 gitu sampe adeknya jani nangis ketakutan AHAHAHAHA

Pas sabtu gue capek banget. KPM dan minggunya ada tes KPM *wml* Abis dari IPB, gue langsung cabut ke rumah sodara di boggor karena ada arisan keluarga. gue di arisan keluarga semacam pleading ke dad buat dibeliin sesuatu. Kata dad "Udah, minggu depan aja. Kan minggu depan ada lomba, nanti gak konsen, nanti juga kan capek" "Tapikaaaaaaaaan.. Aku gak capek! nih!"*menunjukkan bahwa gue gak capek. pas dijalan pulang gue*tidur* tibatiba Mom:"Kita mau kemana dad?" Dad:"Beliin itutuh buat si Inez" Gue:*langsung bangun* "APAA? Gakjadi dad, capek" (gue masih keleyengan baru bangun tidur, pusingpusing gitu. dan gue senengnya telat. Pas senen bar seneng-__-

Senen gue dikepang garagara foto teaser kai dikepang. Sebenernya sih garagara duhita biang "Yaaa kai dikepang hahaha" akurnya gue gamau kalah "Yaudah gue dikepang juga :p" dan gue akhirnya meminta kanisa, sang master of braid(?) untuk mengepang gue.

And that happens today too.

Okedan hariini gila. gue ikut fandom baru "AFC" bu Athiyah Fans Club HAHAHAHHA
IT'S CRAZY I KNOW.
ngomongngomong crazy, Film Crazy Little Thing Called Love lagi gempar di kelas gue garagara gue&eki B)

MARIO IS MINE. MY BOYFRIEND.

INI DIA MARIO

PACAR GUE YANG LAIN^^

Pacar gue(?) dari Thailand ada 2 Nichkhun sama Mario :*

LOPELOPEEE

Tadi ada bu dita :" Dan gue pas lomba besok sabtu sekelompok sama Dhara, Nadika, Inanta, Asyifa

wml~

Btw tadi kita kekunci sekelas di ruang mat. Di dalem gaada gagang pintunya. GREAT.

EXO TEASER

OHMYGOD EXOTEASER KELUAR YANG BARUUUUUUUU
NAMA ALBUM BARUNYA 'XOXO(HUGS AND KISSES)
I'LL BUY IT *liat dompet* *keluar lalet*
LIST OF THE THINGS I WANT TO BUY :
1. B.A.P - ONESHOT
2. SHINee - MISCONCEPTION OF ME
3. EXO K - XOXO
4. EXO M - XOXO

MAAAAAN I HAVE NO MONEY.
CRAPCRAPCRAP.
MAAF POST INI CAPS JEBOL
KARENA SAYA LAGI FANGIRL
BTW, HATI-HATI KALO SAYA LAGI FANGIRL
BECAUSE NOTHING. AND I MEAN NOTHING CAN GET IN MY WAY.

BTW, Happy birthday to Pakde Kebo ceking males jelek~ HAHAHA *ampun nee~* He's my bestfriend~ Teman curcol._. Makin langgeng sama pacarnya, sukses selalu, semoga nilai UN-nya memuaskan, diterima di SMA yang diinginkan, sukses selalu, long life danmasihbanyaklagii. Maaf ya selalu bawel, menyebalkan, rese, yagitudeh.-. I don't know how he keep up with me, I bet he has no idea either-_-
Pokoknya all the best^^

Btw, fangirling, internet and some stuff is my everything. and you (whoever you are) don't have the right to take away my everything from me.

Kemungkinan gue akan ngepost tempat-tempat untuk dikunjungi pas di korea, gitugitu dehh.-. gatau nih

My belated birthday

Yaaa. gue tau. udah lama gak ngepost. yemaap sih-__-
Jadi gue ulangahun sekitar sembilan hari yang lalu. BERASA TUA GUEEEEEE T^T
NOOOOOO
akhirnya gue nraktir inka&jani bea lagi sakit jadi gadateng~
Banyak hal-hal gila di minggu kemaren dan minggu ini. Tapi karena udah kelamaan, gue lupa AHAHAHAHA
Yang jelas gue sudah pensiun menjadi directioner dan akhrinya barang barang tersebut ya gitudeh
pasti gangerti. Bodo.

Besok gue mau nonton ah~ cltcl. Yang main MARIO MAURER :3 SO GANTENG YOU KNOW~
AHAHAHA GUE MEMANG GILA. dan gue akan ngasih file fool yonghwa-juniel~
Tadi ambil nilai bahasa Indonesia yang blog.-. nah, gue dapet 85 lumayanlaah
tadi pak ucok agak telat soalnya ada rapat pimpinan di labsrawamangun. jadi yabegitulah
Pada ulangan mat sedangkan kelas gue masih minggu depan... *krik*
Yasudahlahyaa~

Niatnya, pas nanti libur puasa, seharian gue tidur, makan, main, tidur, bangun
OHIYAAA! GUE LULUS LEVEL L LOOHH! *bangga*
Jadiiii gue beli HP baruuu!! Tapi belom sih._.V

OKAY I'M SO EXCITED!!~
AAAAAAAAA I WANNA SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT
-_-
Tapi masih ada tes KPM kelas khusus--_-- yang susah adalah tes agama-nya
Hafalan men.
Dan gue samasekali tidak bagus dalam hafalan. Crap.
Gue pasrah. WML~
Minggu depan Ulum Bindo praktek dan bikin makalah pake kostum dan properti. Gue 3 little pigs (3 babi kecil). kostum gampang tinggal bikin tambahan aja~
HUAHAHA
tapi masalahnya geu gapunya bukunya sedangkan sabtu ini gue ke bogor dan minggunya ada tes KPM

Badluckinez.
HUUUUU T-T
WHAT SHOULD I DO?? *freaks out right away*

Gue mau post quotes nih^^ Gak galau, iseng-iseng aja, sok dramatis gitu gue

1. Maybe you know me. But you don't know me to well to judge me.

2. Maybe you know me. But what rights do you have to judge me?

3. Don't think that I didn't try to stop her. But it's her everything. What right do I have to take away her everything? -Secret Garden

4. Don't expect someone to be flawless. they're humans afterall. and humans are bound to make mistakes.

5.Don't expect your idol/bias to be flawless. they're humans afterall. and humans are bound to make mistakes.

Maaf font nya beda~ abis di copas dari twitter gue soalnya :3

SLEEPOVER&IRONMAN 3

KHONSA'S HAVING A SLEEPOVER AT MY PLACE :D
since yesterday
Happy birthday honey(?)
Allthebest :*
So, Khonsa is my cousin~ sepupu tercintahh dan dia currently bersekolah di DQ
dia baru tahun ini pindah dari Singapore jadi masih adapting ke tempat baru gitu
basically, besok kita mau have fun dan gue sering banget fangirl bareng dia, so we kinda have 'connection'? HOHO LOL.
Jadi tadi kita nonton Iron Man 3 di TA yang 3D
and you know what? Robert Downey Jr is sooo handsome&hot. He's 40 something y.o
BUT HE'S STILL HOT. OH GOD WHY?
I AM MELTING~
Terus tadi kita muter-muter, masuk ke etude. GUE MAU BELI LIPBALM YANG SHINEE.
OH GOD.
terus makan eskrim 2 kali. OH HOW I LOVE ICE CREAM.
one is chocolate sundae and one is the cone ice-cream
I have been craving for it for like a week :D

IRON MAN 3 KEREN BANGET.
HI-TECH. KECEABIS.
AAAAAAAA

He's handsome, isn't he? :p

Iron Man 3

:D

Jadi, besok gue ke bogor
nginep di ASTON.
gue gangerti. samsekali. rumah gue satu perumahan sama aston. KENAPA NGINEP?
kata dad "katanya kolam renangnya bagus"
oh oke.
lumayanlah, breakfastnya pasti enak :@
gue itu kalo makan di hotel pasti banyak :3
kalo dirumah..
banyak juga sih AHAHAHA

Hari selasa gue ada kerjakelompok jam set10(gue masuk jam 13.00)
terus kita ngerjain ganyampe 1 jam
akhirnya kita ke gandaria city dan wandering around, akhirnya kita ke J.Co
dan disebelah kita ada orang korea. Gue sama medi langsung liat-liat-an
Gaje parah-_-

Terus tiap hari gue kerjaanya ke rumah jani. soalnya gue dateng kepagian dan pasti gerbang belom dibuka sebelom yg SMA keluar. karena males nunggu diluar, panas. gue kerumah jani B)
Inka abis olahraga meluk-meluk gue. KERINGETAN. YOU ARE SO DEAD, GIRL.
kalo bea minta dibeliin gummybear-___-  kebiasaan.
dan tadi gue buka twitter liat mention ada si bea. terus kayaknya gue gak ngetweet "I'm happy" deh
setelah gue cek TL gue.......

I MENTALLY FACEPALM MYSELF
DAN KETAWA NGAKAK.

Kebiasaan Jani-__-

anak ini-___- (walaupun dia lebih tua dari gue :B )

Jujur, kita ber empat tuh amat sangat sangat immature. But I love them the way they are<3

jadi kan gue lagi nulis plot chapter 2 fic baru gue yang bareng jani dan belom di publish, dia bikin yg yaoi dan gue bikin yang straight, eh dimarahin sama ms lilis. akhirnya kita dimarahin gitukan wsama bu sari dan ms lilis. katanya "Kalian mau jadi OSIS kan? ko kelakuannya begini sih?" Kata bu Sari

yang dimarahin gak cuma gue dan jani doang (inka and bea excluded) banyak yg lain. Gue sama jani pasang pokerface. pas udah selesai yang lain kayak "wah berarti kita gaboleh berisik lagi" dan regretting gituu. Nah gue sama Jani?

pas udh selesai = berdiri, kabur ke bawah ketawa-tawa merasa gak berdosa, pasang innoncent face, gak merasa bersalah, cekakak-cekikik, pulang. HAHAHAHA ini emang gabener :P