Confused(again-_-)

Gue galau lagiii
fanfic yang tadi gue baca akhirannya sedih
dan sekarang gue lagi dengerin lagu katy perry thinking of you, the one that got away, taylor swift white horse, teardrops on my guitar, etc.
What is wrong with me?!
Kenapa pas baca fanfic/nonton drama yg ending-nya jelek, gue sekut&sakit hati sendiri?
btw udah lama gak pake katakata 'sekut', 'maruk', dll yang biasanya gue pake di bhakti HAHAHA
I can't waaaiiit XD tapi itu masih sangat lama T^T
2 years!!-.-
God, why is it so long? Bismillah :D Hwaiting! :*
btw, faris is here-_- as usual, we argue everytime we meet
AAAAAA his hair is so LOOL-_- HAHAHAHA peaceout.