Dedicated to Alyssa

Nama itu familiar bagi beberapa orang, terutama angkatan gue.  dia baru aja meninggal, hari ini. Mungking gue emang gak deket sama dia, but still kehilangan temen itu nyakitin. Dia adalah temen yang baik, maybe lo bertanya-tanya 'emang lo deket sama dia?' at school, maybe no. tapi di KPM iya, gue sebagai anak baru obviously gaada/gapunya temen di KPM (especially pas orientasi) tapi dia ngajak gue ngobrol instead of ngebiarin gue gitu aja. Dia care banget&baik.

Gue gapernah nyangka kalo dia bisa diambil secepet ini, beberapa bulan yang lalu gue masih bercanda sama dia, ngomongin anak KPM SMA yang ganteng, dan main taptap revenge (seharusnya kita ngikutin acara but oh well). Terakhir gue ketemu dia gue nangis, yaitu pas dreamsmart. Gue duduk di paling belakang karena gue hanya sebatas SOTY, gak lama ada seorang perempuan masuk & jalan tapi dibantuin mama&papanya. Jalan pun susah, kebetulan setelah di duduk nama dia mucul di layar. Standing ovation, hampir semua anak angkatan gue yang hadir nangis. Kakak kelas mungkin bertanya-tanya 'ada apaan' dll but we're too caught up in the moment to care about anything else. Dia dikalungin goldstar sama Pak Ukim dan Pak Masribi Ali, personally.

And that was the last time I saw her, now she's gone for good and forever. This shows us that nothing is mortal, she's a hero to us. She fights with her illness, but maybe her battery has run out and now it's time for her to go. Bye Alyssa

Gue punya quote untuk dia

SOUL
by Yuki Miyamoto (a fictional character in "Best Friend Until The End")
after writing this, she died

Soul is very valuable, like a battery that makes people live. But battery can runs out, so as soul. Battery can easily be charged, but soul can't. Soul is a gift from God that makes people stay alive for years. Without soul, people can't live. But there are some people who thinks that they don't need soul, and they wasted it. It hurts me whenever I see people wasting their lives, when actually it have to be used as well as possible. Because of that, I want to keep living until my soul dies.

Here's something for him

What I'm feeling.

Lucky Girl (Lucky Guy)

It’s been so long since I’ve met someone
That makes me feel this way
Makes me smile, and that’s hard to do
I don’t think it’s something you realize you do

You make me feel
Like I’m the only girl
With you in the world

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky girl

You wanted a song well here’s one for you
Nobody will know except for us two
Don’t ask me about it
Cuz I won’t tell the truth
Just know that there’s someone
Thinking of you

You make me feel
Something I wish wasn’t real at all

But we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky girl

Oh so lucky

You were never mine to begin with…

So we can’t be together
Can’t really be friends
We can’t be lovers
And we can’t pretend
Oh that girl in your life
Better make you her husband
And she better believe she’s a lucky guy

To someone who makes my heart did a flip-flop.

kehidupan seorang inez.

Disaat sepupu gue lagi unyu2an sama pacarnya, gue menggalau beli album atau enggak dan kalaupun iya gimana caranya biar mommy ngebolehin. Dengan snacks gue yang sangat gue sayangi cintai dan banggakan. Dengan Internet yang merupakan bagian dari hidup gue, dengan tidur lama dan bermales malesan karena itu hak gue disaat liburan, dengan kpop yang merupakan seluruh hidup gue. Dengan tari saman buat expo ekskul yang gue udah 2 kali gak ikut latihan dan katanya ada gerakan baru yg gue samasekali gatau. Dengan choreo growl yang sedang gue pelajari dengan antusiasnya kareba gue dan tementemen gue mau ngecover growl dan thank god gue udah bisa dance movesnya sedikit sedikitsedikit dan ngerti walaupun belom hafal. Dengan sepatu milih vans Suede classic/old school atau puma suede mid classic.
Karena itupun masih gatau nanti pakenya yg puma atau yang vans, tergantung. AAAAAH ME AND MY LIFE
jadi kemaren gue teriak2 "inez bingung inez bimbang inez labil" berkalikali
Dan daddy tibatiba bilang "jangan pacaran dulu" and im like whaaat? Itu inez bingung karena album growl dad-_- btw yg bikin gue sakit hati adalah irsyad. Dia ngatain gue jomblo. Dasar ya itu anak. ME AND MY LIFE
im sorry brother but apparently your sister has lots of boyfriends in aouth kkoreaand some are havinga world tour right now :)
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IM READY TOO, BINGO
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IJE JUNBINEUN WALYO
SEXY FREE AND SINGLE IM READY TO MINGLE~

     My lovely snack (fruity pebbles, dilmah tea, froot loops, hersheys,  aandblueberry juice frm koreaa :D)

 Yang inez galauin aka growl aka repackage version of xoxo

 My blueberry juice! <3 its from koreq that explains why im happy

 This one is my brother who said that im a jomblo

 My boyfriends

  This too

 This too

 This too

Masih banyak tapi karena gue ngupdate pake hp jadi agak susah gimana gitu jadi maybe in the next post okk? :)

I'M IN LOVE

WITH HATS. THEY ARE JUST SO DAMN PUUUURFECT
snapbacks, no shit sherlock.
JUST- IDK.

CONFESSION TIME

Yes, I like someone.
he's tall. I mean TALL
dark eyes, his friend says that he took off his braces, but idk
skinny
cool?
one of his friend is my senior in primary school
if I said more, you guys would probably know who he is so yeah.

lalala

I couldn’t bear to say that I like you
Just being by your side like this was good enough

Shyly, I hide my fluttering heart
And I met you again today
I worry that my heart will be noticed
So I turn around and pretend that I didn't care

I’m telling you that I want you

I’m telling you that I love you

Are you listening to my heart for you?

It hurts just to look at you

Inside all those people in the world
To me, i was only able to see you
I’m standing only looking at you
All day, I keep getting a fever
Don’t know why I’m like this
When you smile at me
When you pass by me

My heart keeps beating
Don’t know, I get happy
I think I’ll know a little, a little
Love, love, I call it love

I love you, I love you, I love you
Even if I say it a thousand times, it’s not enough
It’s me who is only looking at you by your side, a fool

Will you know how I feel someday?

spring comes into my heart

Everytime I see you, I'm happy

I go crazy all day
because I constantly think about you

A guy who catches my eye

Everything has changed

LIPSTICK(lipstik)
Everything has changed - Taylor Swift ft Ed Sheeran
Lyrics has been changed due to my real circumstances.
note: his(my crush's) eyes is either dark or brown, it's barely noticeable because it(dark&brown) kinda have the same colour tone
so I'll just write dark and for the freckles on your face, I changed it into braces. yeah, he wear braces up till now

All I know this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now, now something now, I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago
Is dark eyes and braces
And your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall, painted blue
I'll take 'em down, take 'em down
and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies, the beautiful kind
making up for lost time, takin' flight making me feel like
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back an tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
Let me now that it's not all in my mind
I just want to know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just want to know you, know you, know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes looks like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said hello
so dust off you highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
And all I know since yesterday
Is everything has changed

Kacamata (glasses)

TEMENIN GUE GALAU KAWAN~ 

Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

all I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

All I can see is I was enchanted to meet you

I'm wonderstruck blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering questions kept me up, 2AM who do you love

Butterfly, bring us away 

The moment I first saw him, to the place our eyes first met

I fell in love with you at that moment, gonna tell you that, butterfly

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now.

The one person who can't see me though I am looking

Do you even remember me?

Do you even think about me?
Just once please

Like a fool, I am waiting

please come to me now

come to me just like this

my last wish is that one person, you

I like you, I like everything about you

from your head to your toes

even each of your small actions

I like it all, I like everything about you

The more time passes, the more I like you

I need you

I pray that I can be with you every day

I have fallen in love

drizzle drizzle, the sound of the rain

dugeun dugeun, my trembling heart

drizzle drizzle, dugeun dugeun

the sound on the umbrella, the sound of my heart

I'm a fool, I'm a fool who only sees you

I fall asleep while thinkning of only you

In my dream, I only dream of you

So just shut up and be mine

I keep falling in love, falling in love

When I see you, my heart oh oh oh oh

Oh my I don't know why my heart is fluttering like this

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you

nocturnal family

Jadi, bu suzi ke rumah gue yang dibogor sama keluarga besar pakde aam. (Bu suzi itu kakak mommy) daan ternyata, yang dia bawa hanyalah kunci masuk doang. Ruangan semuanya kekunci kecuali kamar mandi sama kamar depan.

SOOOOOOO
Kita malemmalem jam set 12-an ke bogor untuk nganterin kunci. UNTUK NGANTERIN KUNCI MEEEN
sebenernya sih gue disuruh gausah ikut tapi mau ketemu farah jadi yasudahlah
Nyampe sana udah pada gelepar di manamana (lantai maksudnya) dan gue nyampe disana jam 1.30 pagi. Si farah lagi tidur di kamar depan dengan enak. Gue dateng disambut oleh kak nadia, dia memang baik hati dan tidak sombong ya huhahaha
that very awkward moment when lo dibilang 'suka&pacaran' sama sepupunya sepupu lo yang bahkan lo gak inget siapa................
Akhirnya gue narik farah dari tempat tidur dan blablabla akhirnya sekitar jam 2.45 an kita balik ke jakarta. Nyampe rumah jam 4 pagi
KELUARGA GUE NOKTURNAL.
BAI. MKBYE.

My Dad

Dad, you never failed to make me smile after crying out loud. You're my hero. My moodmaker, a person who knows me inside and out better than myself. A person that I know all my life. My crazy dad, my bestfriend, my oh-so-handsome dad. Usually people made these kind of letters to their lover right? Well since I'm still a teenager who is so *cough* innocent, I write this for my dad. This is cheesy, I know. Well, I love you dad. I know it sounds so cheesy but yeah.

You've spent a lot if money to send me to school, to buy me things and to make me happy. There are some misunderstanding between us but, it's natural. I mean like if we spent time together without arguments is just weird. The more we argue the closer we become, you know. I'm sorry for my crazy imaginations, my loud voice, my actions that might have hurt you. Basically everything. Especially because I always tease you.
Thank you Daddy, I'll always be your little girl forever♥
아빠, 미안해 감사해 그리고 사랑해♡^^

LOOOTSOFLOVE, ME :D
Note: I love your phone(; BAHAHAHA

DO-TOTHE-FUN, DUFAN

DUFAAAAAAN YEAAAAY jadi hari selasa, gue ke dufan bareng Bea,Jani,Ima,Bulan,Dhifa,Taqiya
Harusnya duhita ikut tapi dia bangun kesiangan....
OKELAH.
Kita ngumpul dirumah jani jam 8
Yang pertama dateng gue, terus galama bea dateng.Abisitu Ima, bulan, taqiya dan yang terakhir itu dhifa
Kita rusuh banget emang
Pokoknya pas masuk ancol ada satu hal yang sangatttttt memalukan kalo diceritain. udah gausah diceritain.

Kita masuk langsung main Kora-kora lalalala
Pokoknya gila dan wtf banget. Terus kita ngadem di baby room. no one know what are we doing there. Dan taqiya gila banget-__-

I'M O HAPPY
1. XOXO album gue UDAH DATENG. dapet pc lay-tao dan id card xiumin
2. FILM YANG GUE TONTON KEREN BANGET. DRAMA DENG HAHAHA
GUE SPEECHLESS. INI SUPERDUPER KEREN.
3. LIBUR TELAH TIBA. salahdeng, HAMPIR TIBA.
4. THIS SATURDAY I'M GOING TO MEET MY BIAS OHMYGOD OHMYGOD MY FISHY HAE:*

Luk et dis

Harry Potter.


[x] Your hair is dark and can be messy.
[x] You wear glasses.
[x] You have a weird looking scar.
[x] You are brave.
[] You have green eyes.
[x] You like playing a particular sport.
Total = [5]


Ron Weasley.
[] You have red hair.
[x] You are very loyal to your friends.
[] You are deathly afraid of spiders.
[] You are sarcastic.
[x] You dont have a lot of money.
[] You have older siblings.
Total = [2]


Hermione Granger.
[] You are bossy.
[x] You are intelligent.
[x] Your hair is wavy or curly.
[] You have a cat.
[x] You usually know how to handle tricky situations.
[x] You get made fun of a lot.
Total = [4]


Rubeus Hagrid.
[] You are tall.
[] You are very friendly and soft hearted.
[x] You love animals.
[x] You are very helpful.
[] You give in easily.
[x] You are very loyal.
Total = 3[] o.o


Luna Lovegood.
[x] You are weird and proud of it.
[] You dont have loads of friends.
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You are open minded.
[] You are quite spiritual.
[x] You believe in things most people wouldn’t.
Total = [3]


Draco Malfoy.
[x] You are manipulative.
[x] You can be very mean when you want to be.
[] You are a snob.
[x] You can get jealous. (just over food, fashion & kpop stuff)
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You enjoy pranks.
Total = [4]


Neville Longbottom.
[x] You are close to your grandparents.
[] You are plump.
[] You are easily frightened.
[x] You get nervous easily.
[] You like frogs and toads.
[] You are geeky.





Total = [2]

HARREH POTTAH

Some Nonsense.

Okay. Jadi beberapa hal yang bikin gue seneng
1. EXO XOMEBACK
2. EXO XOXO KISS(walaupun gabeli yang hug)
3.MCountdown di Indonesia.

Daaad. I LOVE YOU. no matter how many fights we have no matter how annoying I am, I love you. The 'annoying' me is how I express my love to you. Thanks dad, you're my hero<3 You're different, crazy, sometimes nonsense and everything. And maybe this sound cheesy but, this is what this is. You know me so well. Of all the people in this family, the one that knows me too well is you. Without saying a word, you know how I feel and always support me. When I want something, you always help me. I don't know how you can stand my blabbering, my annoying attitude and all things. I LOVE YOU. Words can't express my feelings. I hate you my lovely dorky crazy dad :* Forever&Always, your daughter.

^^

Hariini itu.... aneh?
Jadi tadi pagi kita(7c) itu dapetnya palembang. Nah, maskotnya safira-ghifari (biasa)
Minggu depan itu lari pagi tematik (terakhir) dan temanya garden. Gue akan menjadi garden princess berempat (Gue Bea Inka Jani) bea-jani mau kembaran, gue-inka juga mau kembaran :3 UNYU KAN KITA SEMUA (?) HAHAHAHA

Dan tadi pagi itu kan disuruh nyanyi. tpi gaada yang hafal. alhasil kita sekelas nyanyi-nyanyi ngaco-_-
dan akhirnya diketawain oleh seseorang. yang nyuruh kita nyanyi.
POKOKNYA NGACO BANGET DEH. lyricnya cuma tau satu kata dan nadanya ngaco banget.

KEMAREN MUKENA GUE JATOH KE TEMPAT ANAK COWOK. Jadinya gue minta tolong sama si rafif. tappi dia malah minta goceng. dan gue akhirnya ditoong kak uka. thankyou kak. dia ngelempar ke atas, first attempt, fail. second attempt, succes!

GUE GAK REMED TARTRAD~^^
EXO COMEBACK 30 JUNI. OHMGOD TEASERNYA KELUAR MEEN

Crazyyy

Jadi hari jum'at pada gaje gitu dirumah jani. pada seneng. kalo *sensor* dan kawan kawan seneng garagara gak di *sensor* (takutnya offensive) kalo gue duhita jani seneng garagara teaser EXO. gue bea duhita syifap seneng garagara gaada tartrad. dan kita semua seneng garagara inka direkom. Happiness overload. Jadi kita teriak2 gitu sampe adeknya jani nangis ketakutan AHAHAHAHA

Pas sabtu gue capek banget. KPM dan minggunya ada tes KPM *wml* Abis dari IPB, gue langsung cabut ke rumah sodara di boggor karena ada arisan keluarga. gue di arisan keluarga semacam pleading ke dad buat dibeliin sesuatu. Kata dad "Udah, minggu depan aja. Kan minggu depan ada lomba, nanti gak konsen, nanti juga kan capek" "Tapikaaaaaaaaan.. Aku gak capek! nih!"*menunjukkan bahwa gue gak capek. pas dijalan pulang gue*tidur* tibatiba Mom:"Kita mau kemana dad?" Dad:"Beliin itutuh buat si Inez" Gue:*langsung bangun* "APAA? Gakjadi dad, capek" (gue masih keleyengan baru bangun tidur, pusingpusing gitu. dan gue senengnya telat. Pas senen bar seneng-__-

Senen gue dikepang garagara foto teaser kai dikepang. Sebenernya sih garagara duhita biang "Yaaa kai dikepang hahaha" akurnya gue gamau kalah "Yaudah gue dikepang juga :p" dan gue akhirnya meminta kanisa, sang master of braid(?) untuk mengepang gue.

And that happens today too.

Okedan hariini gila. gue ikut fandom baru "AFC" bu Athiyah Fans Club HAHAHAHHA
IT'S CRAZY I KNOW.
ngomongngomong crazy, Film Crazy Little Thing Called Love lagi gempar di kelas gue garagara gue&eki B)

MARIO IS MINE. MY BOYFRIEND.

INI DIA MARIO

PACAR GUE YANG LAIN^^

Pacar gue(?) dari Thailand ada 2 Nichkhun sama Mario :*

LOPELOPEEE

Tadi ada bu dita :" Dan gue pas lomba besok sabtu sekelompok sama Dhara, Nadika, Inanta, Asyifa

wml~

Btw tadi kita kekunci sekelas di ruang mat. Di dalem gaada gagang pintunya. GREAT.

EXO TEASER

OHMYGOD EXOTEASER KELUAR YANG BARUUUUUUUU
NAMA ALBUM BARUNYA 'XOXO(HUGS AND KISSES)
I'LL BUY IT *liat dompet* *keluar lalet*
LIST OF THE THINGS I WANT TO BUY :
1. B.A.P - ONESHOT
2. SHINee - MISCONCEPTION OF ME
3. EXO K - XOXO
4. EXO M - XOXO

MAAAAAN I HAVE NO MONEY.
CRAPCRAPCRAP.
MAAF POST INI CAPS JEBOL
KARENA SAYA LAGI FANGIRL
BTW, HATI-HATI KALO SAYA LAGI FANGIRL
BECAUSE NOTHING. AND I MEAN NOTHING CAN GET IN MY WAY.

BTW, Happy birthday to Pakde Kebo ceking males jelek~ HAHAHA *ampun nee~* He's my bestfriend~ Teman curcol._. Makin langgeng sama pacarnya, sukses selalu, semoga nilai UN-nya memuaskan, diterima di SMA yang diinginkan, sukses selalu, long life danmasihbanyaklagii. Maaf ya selalu bawel, menyebalkan, rese, yagitudeh.-. I don't know how he keep up with me, I bet he has no idea either-_-
Pokoknya all the best^^

Btw, fangirling, internet and some stuff is my everything. and you (whoever you are) don't have the right to take away my everything from me.

Kemungkinan gue akan ngepost tempat-tempat untuk dikunjungi pas di korea, gitugitu dehh.-. gatau nih

My belated birthday

Yaaa. gue tau. udah lama gak ngepost. yemaap sih-__-
Jadi gue ulangahun sekitar sembilan hari yang lalu. BERASA TUA GUEEEEEE T^T
NOOOOOO
akhirnya gue nraktir inka&jani bea lagi sakit jadi gadateng~
Banyak hal-hal gila di minggu kemaren dan minggu ini. Tapi karena udah kelamaan, gue lupa AHAHAHAHA
Yang jelas gue sudah pensiun menjadi directioner dan akhrinya barang barang tersebut ya gitudeh
pasti gangerti. Bodo.

Besok gue mau nonton ah~ cltcl. Yang main MARIO MAURER :3 SO GANTENG YOU KNOW~
AHAHAHA GUE MEMANG GILA. dan gue akan ngasih file fool yonghwa-juniel~
Tadi ambil nilai bahasa Indonesia yang blog.-. nah, gue dapet 85 lumayanlaah
tadi pak ucok agak telat soalnya ada rapat pimpinan di labsrawamangun. jadi yabegitulah
Pada ulangan mat sedangkan kelas gue masih minggu depan... *krik*
Yasudahlahyaa~

Niatnya, pas nanti libur puasa, seharian gue tidur, makan, main, tidur, bangun
OHIYAAA! GUE LULUS LEVEL L LOOHH! *bangga*
Jadiiii gue beli HP baruuu!! Tapi belom sih._.V

OKAY I'M SO EXCITED!!~
AAAAAAAAA I WANNA SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT
-_-
Tapi masih ada tes KPM kelas khusus--_-- yang susah adalah tes agama-nya
Hafalan men.
Dan gue samasekali tidak bagus dalam hafalan. Crap.
Gue pasrah. WML~
Minggu depan Ulum Bindo praktek dan bikin makalah pake kostum dan properti. Gue 3 little pigs (3 babi kecil). kostum gampang tinggal bikin tambahan aja~
HUAHAHA
tapi masalahnya geu gapunya bukunya sedangkan sabtu ini gue ke bogor dan minggunya ada tes KPM

Badluckinez.
HUUUUU T-T
WHAT SHOULD I DO?? *freaks out right away*

Gue mau post quotes nih^^ Gak galau, iseng-iseng aja, sok dramatis gitu gue

1. Maybe you know me. But you don't know me to well to judge me.

2. Maybe you know me. But what rights do you have to judge me?

3. Don't think that I didn't try to stop her. But it's her everything. What right do I have to take away her everything? -Secret Garden

4. Don't expect someone to be flawless. they're humans afterall. and humans are bound to make mistakes.

5.Don't expect your idol/bias to be flawless. they're humans afterall. and humans are bound to make mistakes.

Maaf font nya beda~ abis di copas dari twitter gue soalnya :3

SLEEPOVER&IRONMAN 3

KHONSA'S HAVING A SLEEPOVER AT MY PLACE :D
since yesterday
Happy birthday honey(?)
Allthebest :*
So, Khonsa is my cousin~ sepupu tercintahh dan dia currently bersekolah di DQ
dia baru tahun ini pindah dari Singapore jadi masih adapting ke tempat baru gitu
basically, besok kita mau have fun dan gue sering banget fangirl bareng dia, so we kinda have 'connection'? HOHO LOL.
Jadi tadi kita nonton Iron Man 3 di TA yang 3D
and you know what? Robert Downey Jr is sooo handsome&hot. He's 40 something y.o
BUT HE'S STILL HOT. OH GOD WHY?
I AM MELTING~
Terus tadi kita muter-muter, masuk ke etude. GUE MAU BELI LIPBALM YANG SHINEE.
OH GOD.
terus makan eskrim 2 kali. OH HOW I LOVE ICE CREAM.
one is chocolate sundae and one is the cone ice-cream
I have been craving for it for like a week :D

IRON MAN 3 KEREN BANGET.
HI-TECH. KECEABIS.
AAAAAAAA

He's handsome, isn't he? :p

Iron Man 3

:D

Jadi, besok gue ke bogor
nginep di ASTON.
gue gangerti. samsekali. rumah gue satu perumahan sama aston. KENAPA NGINEP?
kata dad "katanya kolam renangnya bagus"
oh oke.
lumayanlah, breakfastnya pasti enak :@
gue itu kalo makan di hotel pasti banyak :3
kalo dirumah..
banyak juga sih AHAHAHA

Hari selasa gue ada kerjakelompok jam set10(gue masuk jam 13.00)
terus kita ngerjain ganyampe 1 jam
akhirnya kita ke gandaria city dan wandering around, akhirnya kita ke J.Co
dan disebelah kita ada orang korea. Gue sama medi langsung liat-liat-an
Gaje parah-_-

Terus tiap hari gue kerjaanya ke rumah jani. soalnya gue dateng kepagian dan pasti gerbang belom dibuka sebelom yg SMA keluar. karena males nunggu diluar, panas. gue kerumah jani B)
Inka abis olahraga meluk-meluk gue. KERINGETAN. YOU ARE SO DEAD, GIRL.
kalo bea minta dibeliin gummybear-___-  kebiasaan.
dan tadi gue buka twitter liat mention ada si bea. terus kayaknya gue gak ngetweet "I'm happy" deh
setelah gue cek TL gue.......

I MENTALLY FACEPALM MYSELF
DAN KETAWA NGAKAK.

Kebiasaan Jani-__-

anak ini-___- (walaupun dia lebih tua dari gue :B )

Jujur, kita ber empat tuh amat sangat sangat immature. But I love them the way they are<3

jadi kan gue lagi nulis plot chapter 2 fic baru gue yang bareng jani dan belom di publish, dia bikin yg yaoi dan gue bikin yang straight, eh dimarahin sama ms lilis. akhirnya kita dimarahin gitukan wsama bu sari dan ms lilis. katanya "Kalian mau jadi OSIS kan? ko kelakuannya begini sih?" Kata bu Sari

yang dimarahin gak cuma gue dan jani doang (inka and bea excluded) banyak yg lain. Gue sama jani pasang pokerface. pas udah selesai yang lain kayak "wah berarti kita gaboleh berisik lagi" dan regretting gituu. Nah gue sama Jani?

pas udh selesai = berdiri, kabur ke bawah ketawa-tawa merasa gak berdosa, pasang innoncent face, gak merasa bersalah, cekakak-cekikik, pulang. HAHAHAHA ini emang gabener :P

Minggu yang indah(?)

GUE LAGI SENENG \Y/
Kamis kemaren silat cuma sebentar terus gitudeeh
trs tadi ada ulangan ekonomi, gue pikir remed ternyata enggak :D
dan pas kumon, it's like heaven. AHHHHH~ ^^ gatau yang jelas gue lagi seneng banget
tapi hari rabu. bulan teriak "Inez ada sungai!" tapi pake nama aslinya-.-
so, gue malu. banget.
Jadi gue dikatain sama tementemen(dira nanta medi bulan dea) itu sungai.
kalo dira kan nelly furtado yagak dir?
HAHAHA. oke. dan dia teriak. memalukan. bukan garagara gue suka sungai. tapi gue takutnya tementemennya mengira gue suka sama dia. AAAA. BULAAAAN-_-
Tapi gue seneng banget tadiii it feels like I'm in cloud nine XD

Gataujudulnyaapa

Jadi kemaren kan ada BK, tersu kita nulis kekurangan kelebihan gituu (semua anak) jadi kertasnya dioper gitudeh susah ngejelassinnya
kekurangan gue :
ngototnya cetar
suka 'nyiksa' anak cowok
wrestler wanita(ini kinu gajelas parah)
kalo lagi marah galak
dan yang terakhir tapi palig banyak
FANGIRL.
HOHOHOHO :*
oke ini gajelas parah-__-
Fangirl itu addicting, I don't think I can get over it :3
Kelebihan:
Pinter
pinter matematika
baik
asik
dansebagainya
tapi yang paling banyak...
1. Koreanya... matematikanyaa... jagoo
2. Bisa hangul, jago mat
semcamanya laaah
HAHAHAHA
:*
Aku cinta kalian semuaaaa

Jadi tadi itu keputrian bikin nasi goreng gituu
kalo kelas kita kesalahan teknisnya : nasinya kurang (akhirnya beli di kantin)
kompornya dateng 15 menit setelah mulai
jadi kita kerjaannya nganggur main-main gajelas
walaupun akhirnya jadi :D

Berbeda dengan 7D
cuma ada telor 1 butir, udah gitu pecah pula. Kasian kelas ini-__-
sabar yaa
dan mereka akhirnya gak bikin nasigoreng
akhirnya banyak dari mereka yang mencomot nasi goreng kelas gue

Tadi tartrad kan, tapi tadi kak amel(pelatihnya) sibuk ngurusin kakak-kakak yang apres
Jadilah kita nganggur dan main main :D
latihan cuma bentar doang0.0
Terus gue malah jadi 'model'-nya inanta
HAHAHAHAHAHA
kita fotofoto gitu sama nandira, syifap, bea, dhifa, dira, dll
Jadi model B) HAHAHAHA GAJE ABISS
pas pulang, gue gak ke rumah, gue langsung ke kumon biar bisa main laptop lama :*
Dan pas gue mau selesai, pak yoga(guru les kumon gue. guru gue ada 2 : kak ana dan pak yoga) kaget
soalnya biasanya gue murid terakhir yang pulang HAHAHAHA
dan biasanya gue ke kumon jam 7malem dan pulang jam 9an

:D

Crazy day.

Jadi hariini, bisa dibilang gila-_-
Tadi pas shalat Ashar, gue tadinya purapura mau ngejatohin dan akhirnya gasengaja ngejatohin mukenanya Inka ke bawah, alhasil diambil sama dika. Dia baru mau balikin kalo dikasih 5ribu. Tapi itu gak se simple yang gue ceritakan. Pada ngeliatin lah, kita ketawatawa lah, attempt dika untuk melempar keatas dan ternyata fail, gila-gila-an diatas-___-

Belom lagi pas Inka mau keatas tapi gue males nemeninnya. gue nyuruh bea. dan tibatiba dia bilang "Gamau, Bea capek. Bea abis split tadi :p" akhirnya gue diem, tibatiba inka ngomong "Emangnya lo bisa split?" dan bea menjawab "Enggak." FACEPALM. kita ngakak-ngakak

Terus tadi pas geografi. Kan ada yang nangis tuh dipojokan belakang lemari (dibelakang lemari ada space gituu) terus gue dan temanteman sekelas (medi, annisa, dira, nanta, bulan, dea, nada) mencoba untuk menghiburnya, tapi fail. dan ujung-ujungnya kita malah bercanda sendiri-__- Mulai dari timpa-timpaan lah gajelas deh, ada juga yang mencoba mengambil kunciran gue. tidak berhasil :p

Pas shalat, Ima bilang "Eh, refleksi kita kemanaa?"
gue menyahut "Ke dufan yook, asik woi" (walaupun gue gak sekelas sama dia) bulan jawab "terlalu mainstream woii" dan Ima ngusulin "ke Kidzania aja woiii, ini tahun terakhir kita bisa kesanaaa"
Terus yang lain pada setuju. I mentally facepalm myself.

Kita (gue bea jani inka) tiap hari kerjaanya daydreaming. Padahal masih lama banget kuranglebih 2 tahun beberapa bulan lagii-..-

dan gue baru tau adit punya sweet side :" dia menginginkan seorang adik perempuan. Pokoknya kejadiannya unyuuuu banget, pas pelajaran agama. Gue males nyeritain sooo bye :*

Kenalin, ini bulan

(taken in labsky library)

Ini juga looh

(taken in the classroom 5.20 am)

Bahagia ya mukanya HAHAHAHA

(taken in the classroom)

How it feels

Sooo, ada scene di fanfic yang katakatanya sangat nyesek
dan sangat... nge-jleb

Do you know what I felt back then? Back to the days when you don't know my existence yet, I keep loving you from afar. Seeing you smile would make me happy. Supporting you by attending you events like fansigning, showcase, music show performance, watching your interviews and tv guestings, reading facts and fanfics about you, being delusional about having you, buying your albums and merchandises, crying with you when you win an award, watching your fancams, smiling like an idiot each time you thanks the fans and tell them that you love them, feeling hurt when someone bashes you, and promising that I'll stand by you till he end.

Those things are more than enough to tell you how much you mean to me. but, of course, I could never mean  that much to you. Aren't all idols are the same? They will tell their fans that they love them. The fans know a lot of things about their idols, but di idols do? All thise fan dream of being with their dearest idol, but in reality, it will never be. Like you, there are (how many members are in the band that you like) of you, but you have thousand or even millions of fans. It's impossible for the (how many members are in the band that you like) of you could be with them all. you know why? because there are only (how many members are in the band that you like) out of seven billion people in the world who could be with you. I'm not even sure I could be with you.

Just look at the sky, there are countless stars there. Imagine that we have our own stars. I might not be the only one wishing on your star. Of course, other girls who likes you are wishing on your star too. But Frances Clark makes sense that there wouldn't be a sky full of stars if we were all meant to wish on the same one.

Copyright to Don't play wih a fangirl's heart - asianfanfics - millionfanfdoms- chapter 27

:)

Jadi, kemaren gue ke bogor~
di bogor ada faris, mbah, tante desi, tante uwi, tante dewi, wa roni, encang, om dimas, pacarnya om dimas, iqbal, ichsan, gue, mom, dad, irsyad, ilmira, amel, nabila, embak gue, embaknya ilmi.
Rame. banget. tapi seru~ pas malemmalem ceritacerita flashback gituu :)
jadi, ada satu om gue yang udah lama banget kita gaketemu. yaitu om dimas. Nah, dia itu sepupu dad. Terakhir ketemu pas tante uwi menikah deh kalogasalah 3 tahun/2/4 tahun yang lalu. kalogasalah ya.
Dia dulu body-nya kayak encang tapi sekarang diet gitudeh jadinya yaa biasa aja gak kayak dulu. Pacarnya itu lagi kuliah di jurusan mode(kalogasalah) dan dia cantik+baikk banget. Terus apa hubungannya dengan post blog ini? Here's the story

Jadi, kita kan gak nginep di bogor, makanya sekitar jam 9 malem kita pulang ke jakarta.
Di jalan
dad:"Tuh nez, ganteng tuh kayak om dimas"
emang sih om dimas *uhuk* ganteng *muntah* iyadeh iya-_- ganteng. there, I said it. terus kenapaaa?
me:"Terus?" dan tibatiba gue sadar maksudnya apa-.- ada hubungannya dengan korea.
me:"nyindir nih. ketauan banget."
dad:"Yang ganteng tuh kayak om dimas gak kayak korea-korea itu" dia bilang sambil ketawa
me:"iyadeh dad. terserahhh." gue pasrah.
GANTENGAN BIAS AKU DAAAAAD!!!

tibatiba gue teringat dengin katakata om dimas kepada dad
"A, untung anaknya pada putih-putih semua ya" (kita orang sunda jadi manggilnya AA/aak)
Itu gue yakin nge-jleb banget AHAHAHAHA
sabar ya dad :") *freehug*

jadi, dad itu adalah pembaca setia blog gue sedangkan gue adalah orang yang setia nemenin dia dijalan pulang bogor-jakarta biar gak ngantuk. Nyanyi nyanyi lah, ngajak ngobrol lah-_-
besoknya libur ini HAHAHA
btw, semalem gabisa tidur samasekali. kan gue berenang, nah sebelom berenang gue gak pemanasan. Main langsung nyebur dan bolah balik ujung kolam (kuranglebih 20-30 meter one way) itu olakbalik sekitar 8 kali kalogasalah. terus pas gue naik mau lonct dari luar kolam, gue sadar kaki gue udah belang. akhrinya gue loncat sekali dan langsung naik garagara udah belang. dan guepun beresberes mandi, dll. Pas nyampe rumah, bahu gue sakiiit banget. gue biarin aja deh tuh. Kan gue malemnya nginep di rumah nenek, gue gabisa tidur dan nangis tengah malem (yg nginep gue sama faris. khonsa emang udh di cideng. gue didrop, jadi abis nyampe jakarta, dad ngedrop gue di rumah nenek terus dia pulang ke rumah) gue bangun jam 1, terus bangun lagi jam 2. dan gue baru sadar ada counterpain di tas. yaudah gue pake aja, akhirnya gue bangun jam 7/8.
Terus tadi mereka pada balik ke boarding school masingmasing, dan gue ke Grand Indonesia.
Udah ah males-_-

Confused(again-_-)

Gue galau lagiii
fanfic yang tadi gue baca akhirannya sedih
dan sekarang gue lagi dengerin lagu katy perry thinking of you, the one that got away, taylor swift white horse, teardrops on my guitar, etc.
What is wrong with me?!
Kenapa pas baca fanfic/nonton drama yg ending-nya jelek, gue sekut&sakit hati sendiri?
btw udah lama gak pake katakata 'sekut', 'maruk', dll yang biasanya gue pake di bhakti HAHAHA
I can't waaaiiit XD tapi itu masih sangat lama T^T
2 years!!-.-
God, why is it so long? Bismillah :D Hwaiting! :*
btw, faris is here-_- as usual, we argue everytime we meet
AAAAAA his hair is so LOOL-_- HAHAHAHA peaceout.

Wonderful Part1

Kali ini... gue akan ngepost sesuatu yang ada di hati gue(?) *Eaa
jangan mikir yang aneh-aneh dulu
Gue akan menceritakan suka-duka hidup gue, warna-warni ke-gajelasan gue&ke Indahan hidup gue

No matter how many times I make you dissapointed, you'll always be there for me
No matter how much bad things I've done to you, you'll always stay by my side
No matter how long it takes to raise me, you'll always wait
until death do us apart, you'll be next to me
My Family.
Keluarga inti dulu yaaps~
1. Dad (WARNING:ORANGNYA BISA MENJADI SANGAT GEER SETELAH MEMBACA POST INI)
Tokoh yang satu ini sangaaaat gajelas. Sama gajelasnya sama gue. Dia itu tegas, gue salah dan diapun negur gue. Dia itu.. yagitudeh asik diajak bercanda, curcol, temen ngaco-ngaco-an gue dirumah. Dia salah satu tokoh yang jadi panutan bagi gue. Dia takes the right decision. dad adalah anak pertama, semua tanggung jawab ada di dia. Apalagi pas kakek gue meninggal. Untungnya adeknya yang pertama itu udah kerja dan nenek gue dapet uang pensiun. Dia juga udah kerja dan waktu itu gue umur satu tahun. Dad itu pekerja keras&ulet. Dia adalah orang yang jadi 'alarm' di keluarga gue. Kalo gaada dia, pasti kita telat terus. Dia yang bangunin kita kalo mau pergi dan flight-nya pagi. pokoknya gitudeh. Dia itu gajelas, suka bercanda dan suka ngarang dan adek gue percaya percaya aja lagi-__- Dia tokoh yang selalu encourage gue, dia gak maksain gue harus jadi apa atau gimana. Gue boleh jadi apapun yang gue mau (Yang bagus-bagus) dan dia ngedukung gue. Dia ngasih batasan ke gue tapi ngasih kebebasan juga. Jadi dia tau lah yang terbaik buat gue *ea* dan dia salah satu pembaca setia blog gue yang satu ini HAHAHAHA note: Dad, kalo baca post ini, Jangan geer. sekali lagi saya ingatkan, jangan geer-__- Love you dad :*
2. Mom
Dia itu kayak gue, telat mulu lah yagitudeh
dia bisa menjadi sangat galak dan menyebalkan disaat-saat tertentu (love you mom:3) Tapi yang pasti, dia selalu ada buat gue. Mungkin pas kita argue, itu pasti tense banget. tapi, itu yang bikin kita bond lebih deket. Dia suka argue sama dad, berantem about stupid things-_- Unyu aja ngeliat mereka :3 Mom itu cerewet(tipikal-ibu-ibu), lelet (sama kayak gue), caring, cuek, keceparah(dia gaul cong, apalagi tementemen kantornya HAHAHA cs-an gue semua*?*) Pokoknya yagitu
3. Ichsan
dia menyebalkan. dulunya unyuuuu banget, sekarang? HUAHAHAHA NO.
Gue paling sering berantem sama dia. Yang rebutan ini lah itu lah, iri-iri-an lah, ada aja yang bikin kita berantem.
4. Irsyad
Yang ini unyu. parah. Dia itu cengeng dan kalo nangis itu lucu, pasti lari ke kamar sebelah terus muka nya ditempelin ke kasur&air mukanya berubah tibatiba abis itu keluar deh air terjun dari matanya(?) Dia itu gue pas bayi tapi versi cowoknya. :* Serius woi-_-

Yang jelas Gue sayang mereka semua. Kapanpun dimanapun. Apapun yang terjadi. Banyak suka-duka yang kita alamin bareng-bareng. jalanjalan, berantem. That's the rainbow in my life. I feel happy and statisfied. Sometimes, I want more things and didn't realize what I have. So, when I still have my time (now) I'm going to make them happy&proud. and I feel grateful for what I have right now(:
Ini memang post yang sangat sangat sangat Cheesy. Tapiii Bodoamat :p
silahkan muntah di depan laptop/komputer/gadget kalian :p yang penting yang dimuntahin bukan punya gue ini HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Byeee :D

Cheesy

Jadi tadi bagi rapot! Alhamdulillah, nilainya bagus :D
....tapi KJ jelek.
Don't blame meeeh :p
Okay-.-

Sooo, tadi kan pada lagi di meja makan, nah tiba tiba, gue meng-approach dad. dan sambil senyam-senyum bilang "Daaaad.." kata mbah gue (mamahnya dad) "nahh nahh pasti ada maunya tuh" dia bilang sambil ketawa ketawa. terus dad bilang "Kenapa? Handphone?" "Bukaaan, kalo handphone mah pasti dibeliin kalo udah lulus level L" jawab gue. "Makanyaaa kapan dong lulusnya? L 120 mulu" said dad, dan akhirnya gue menjawab "Kan gabisa langsung pass dad-.- ahelah." Eh da jawab lagii "Daddy aja udah gasabar beliin kamu handphone baru" dia bilangnya sambil nyengir-__- cheesy banget sumpah. Bilang aja daddy mau aku cepetcepet lulus level L-_- Ngalusnya jago, tapi aku udah biasa dan gak akan fall into my dad's trap :p

tadi juga-_- dia bukannya ikut mom ngambil rapot gue, dia malah refleksi. this person is really-.-
Jadi keinget BK tadi-.- pada liat2 foto gue pas di bali waktu masih kecil-__- Tangan gue dipegangin lintang dan itu superduper tight banget dan yang lain bukabuka isi laptop gue. Terus tadi pas bagi rapot, gue jadi penerima tamu sambil jaga stand(:

Dan laptop gue dipake untuk bikin presentasi-nya Valli-______- dia gak nyiapin  bahan, nor slide-nya. jadi kita bikinnya last minute gitu--__-- palmface banget ya vall.
This week had been a fun week:D
I'm so lucky to have friends like these
and I'm very lucky to have bestfriends like them(Bea Inka Jani) Love you guys:* 사랑해요
GUE NYERAH AH. SUSAH NAMBAHIN MUSIC PLAYER DI BLOG-.-
Ngedit HTML-nya itu susah. gatau mau ditaro mana-___- AAAAAAAA. THIS IS SUCH A FAILURE.
And....
this is are my boyfriend:*

HOHOHO

His lips.. Soo ganyelo you know

Ini pas graduation deh kalogaksalah.-.

Lupa

AHH

Photo credit goes to tumblr&internet:D

Can't wait

Jum'at mau pergi OHYEAH~
Sebenernya, 'motivasi' gue buat ke sekolah minggu ini adalah :temanteman
Abis libur 4 hari *banyak banget ya liburnya* *nyindir*
gue udah gakmood masuk sekolah, MALES.
baru hari pertama udah banyak tugas.
kenapa sih pelit banget sama libur? segitunya.
Yang lain 1 minggu kita 2 hari, great job.
CAPEK WOI.
can't wait sampe pas nanti libur 1 minggu (doang.)
Now I'm freaking tired.

I really appreciate my friends
Thanks guys, I love you all!!<3
friends=semuanya
bestfriends=you-know-who HAHAHA
masa tadi kita bikin julukan
gue&jani=evil stepsiser
bea=evil stepmother
inka=cinderella
Tapi kenyataannya, gue yang di-bully Inka HUUU T-T
Dia sama bea berkomplot narik-narik iket rambut gue
terus inka pake di kepalanya dan gue menarik 'hak(?)' gue dari kepala inka, yaitu kunciran tercinta
ujung-ujungnya, gue terlihat seperti menjambak-jambak Inka-_______-
AWKWARD.

Kharis itu dihubunginnya susah banget ya-.-
Gue daritadi nelpon dia, gadiangkat
nyari nomer hp-nya, susah
dan dia... sudah tidur-.-
AAAKH.
Oke dan gue ngantuk.
I ngantuk sangat you know

Kenalin, pacar gue^^

Note

TO : Tante lisa dan kawankawan

TANTEEE-__- kenapa tante baca blog akuu?
Jadi malu ehehe HAHAHA.
tan ini memalukan sumpaah--"
tadi siang mommy cerita "itutuh kemaren tante lisa sama temen-temennya"
aku jawab "Kenapa mom?"
"Dia baca blog kamu sama ketawatawa terus nyambung ke cerita gitu" jawab mommy-ku tercintah:*
jadi awalnya kita lagi ngomongin perfume bar yang loli moli atau apalah itu yang hello bunny perfume bar ituuu
terus kita ngomongin SS5INA&Mcountdown
katanya "Nez, tante lisa ngebujuk mommy biar kamu bisa nonton SS5/Mcountdown apalah itu"
terus aku jawab "Gapapa dong bagus HAHAHA"
dia jawab lagi "Gaada uangnya :p" this excuse is lame, mom-.- You have done this before, you can't trick me like what you did earlier-__-
"Ya pake uang aku :P" I spat back with victory!!
terus dia nanya "Emang kamu uangnya berapa?"
aku jawab "*sensooor*"
"Banyak dong" kata mommy
"-_- pokoknya mau nonton konser, gamautau." kata aku
"Tante lisa ngomongnya 'yaudahdeh, nanti Inez nonton konsernya bareng gue aja' gitu nez katanya" she said
"Iya waktu itu aku telfon mommy gabisa terus akhirnya aku nelfon kantor eh yang ngangkat tante lisa. dan kerna mommy gaada di kantor udah pulang jadi aku ngomongin konser sama tante lisa" dan tiba2 mommy ngomong "terus mommy kasihtau deh kalo kamu punya blog"
"terus kenapa?" aku tanya balik
-Lanjut ke conversation atas-
Aduh tantee itu memalukan banget loh -__________-
tapi mari kita nonton SS5&MCountdown~
HAHAHAHAHAHA *I hope my mom didn't see this post*
*Ampun mom* *nyium kaki ibu* *eh?*

What I do

Practically, this is what I do in holidays like today

07.00                    WAKEY WAKEY SLEEPYHEAD
07.00-07.30          take a bath (walaupun sering males dan gak mandi HAHAHA okay this is embarassing)
07.30-08.00          gajelas
08.00-09.00          bikin breakfast(pancake,cereal,english breakfast. a cup of tea,a glass of milk orangejuice)
09.00-09.45          gue makan emang lama. tidak mengambil pelajaran dari LDKS tapi yaudahlaya B)
09.45-13.00          freetime. melakukan hal2 gakjelas dan lebih tepatnya internetan
13.00-14.00          makan~ (lama ya-.- sambil main laptop soalnya)
14.00-15.00          main laptop
15.00-16.30          olahraga bisa jogging keliling komplek, atau main kinect yang ini(fotonya dibawah aja)
16.30-17.00          internetan lagi sekalian ngadem karena kalo mandi dan badan keringetan itu gak bagus
17.00-18.00          MANDIIII (ini wajib karena keringetan) keramas juga makanya lama :*
18.00-21.00          kalo ada les, les kalo gakada biasanya relaxing pokoknya doing things yang gue suka?
21.00-22.00          Family time
22.00                    SLEEP


Soo, I'm going to tell about the details. gue itu semacam 'aneh' gue banyak main internet tapi juga 'konsisten' dengan olahraga\m/ gue minum vitamin minyak ikan(mungkin bagi yg gasuka gakenak tapi gue biasa aja) dan buah apel tiap hari~ oyeah.
biasanya di family time, yang lain di kamar ortu gue atau di ruang keluarga, gue malah dikamar main laptop. tapi kebetulan kamar adek gue yang gue pake untuk tempat main laptop ini berada di sebelah kamar ortu dan di depan ruang keluarga

Jadi, kamar adek gue dulunya kamar gue. tetapi setelah tante uwi(adek papah gue) menikah, ada kamar kosong dibawah, nah sekarang kamar itulah kamar gue. tapi gak gue tempatin. kenapa? karena ada adek gue yang bayi lebih tepatnya balita. dan akhrinya gue tidur di kamar adek gue~ nah nanti, kalo si Irsyad(adek gue yg balita) udah agak gedean (sekitar kenaikan kelas ini) dia akan tidur menggantikan gue di kamar Ichsan(pemilik kamar yang gue tempatin a.k.a adik pertama gue) karena gue tidur sekamar sama ichsan.

Gue itu susah disuruh sesuatu, tapi kalo udah serius, keterusan. terutama:mandi dan tidur
kalo disuruh susah, kalo disuruh bangun/cepetan keluar dari kamar mandi susahnyaa-__-
yang gak harus disuruh: internetan
Dan kenaikan kelas ini, gue akan memberikan 'final touch' ke kamar gue HAHAHA asik bahasanya
jadi sejak tante uwi move out, barang2 gue udah dipindahin ke kamar bawah tapi masih banyak tas-tas gue yang ada di kamar Ichsan~
terus paling nanti dikasih hiasan, ganti lantai tambahin karpet or sofa kecil atau apapun-.-
yang pasti akan gue tambahkan poster OHYEAH.
biasanya kalo gue main laptop, sambil minum teh atau air putih atau hotchoc yabegitulah
jadi gue keliatan kayak bapak-bapak baca koran pagi pagi atau kayak iklan-iklan gitu HAHA

gue ada quotes kece nan alim nih HAHA

Whoever does righteousness wheter male or female, while he is a believer - We will surely cause him-or her-to live a good life, and We will give them reward [in the Hereafter] according to the best of what they used to do (16:97) (An-Nahl:97)

Okay~ dan ini gambar CD Kinect yang biasanya gue pakai untuk berolah raga

Ini ada penghitung kalorinya : Yourshape Fitness evolved

Kalo yang ini buat seru-seruan

and last but not least

Swimming

Jadi gue...
besok disuruh berenang
gue sih suka suka aja dan seneng seneng aja
gue juga gangerti les atau cuma berenang di sportclub atau berenang di the jungle
gue gapeduli
karena gue males item, maka gue bilang "Baju renang aku gimana?"
gue bilang gitu buat nyari alesan baju renang gue kan sudah 'tidak layak pakai'
"nanti mommy beliin" FACEPALM.
"sekalian ngajak si Irsyad berenang nez, kasian dia gapernah berenang"
TERUSKENAPAAA??
DOUBLEFACEPALM.

dan akhirnya
Gue menyerah. I surrender

Confession

Jadi sekarang gue akan mengakui sesuatu..
yaitu..
...
...
NILAI UHBT! yeay!
karena gue takut dad&mom marah HAHAHA
oke hari pertama
B Indo: 84
KJ: *sensor* pokoknya remed
hari kedua
B Inggris: 88
Kn: *sensor* yaa remed juga
hari ketiga
Sejarah: 85
matematika: 90
hari keempat(terakhir)
TIK: 93(koma sekian)
Fisika: 97(koma sekian)

Jadi kesimpulannya, nilai gue naik turun kayak gunung. HAHAHA
Dan gue sama Jani samasama remed Kn&KJ.
I suck at those two T.T
gue kaget pas liat nilai hari keempat
gue pikir itu bukan nilai gue jadi gue check lagi
ternyata bener-.-
gak nyangka-.-
Oke gue nulis disini karena gaberani ngomong langsung sama dad&mom
Love you dad, mom<3 HEHEHE

Btw tadi kita udah selesai LDKS loh^^
massive thanks to kakak-kakak Ekadasa Drestanta Wibisana
yang udah nemenin dan ngebimbing kita selama ldks(:
dan juga udah relain waktunya, kan mereka seharusnya lagi libur.-.
Maaf kalo kita angkatan 12 ada salah ya kak :)


Pulang badan pegel semua. CAPEK. tapi pengalamannya itu sangat valuable and forgettable
dan ada kejadian memalukan yang gak akan gue ceritain disini HAHAHA *evilsmirk*

MY PHONE

HANDPHONE GUE.
TAKUTNYA ILANG
jadi tadi pas di jemputan pas pulang ada di jok mobil
gue inget banget tuh
terus kayaknya gue lupa ngambil pas keluar mobil (gue sejemputan berdua, khansa di drop dulu baru gue)
nah tadi malem belom lama pas gue sadar hp gue gaada gue telfon lah hp itu
setelah gue telfon ada yg ngangkat
tapi gaada yg ngomong dan langsung dimatiin

GUE PANIK.
tapi gue yakin 100% itu tadi ada di mobil jemputan
dan akhirnya gue nelfon mom dan minta tolong tanyain ke supirnya
gue gatau apa kabarnya itu handphone sampe sekarang T^T
I'm so stupid and careless.
*tibatiba* careless, careless, shoot anonymous, anonymous
heartless, mindless no one who cares about me(?) HAHAHA
mkaybye
nanti gue update setelah tau handphone gue dimana._.

Bogosipda.

Gue kangen sama temen-temen sd gue :" dergtihfifh
I MISS YOU ALL SOO MUCH<3
reunian yok._. kapan kek gituuu :3
MEHEHE
gue kangen sama:
FATHIY, the monkey
aulia, rani, reiva, atika, amira, zahra, ghina, rara, alma, syila, dan masih banyak lagi
imammaho, pandumaho, raihanbawel, akmalbawel, alvicidut, alvikecil, naufalmenyebalkan, ikan julungjulung, rian tukang flirting-__-, farent dan davies duo diva, hamid kepala suku, danmasihbanyaklagi

6 tahun bareng. 6TAHUN. walaupun gue cuma 3,5 tahun HAHAHA
tapi itu unforgettable banget<3

Sepertinya lagu ini cocok~ (pas lagi perpisahan) *oke ini telat*

Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon 
Why am I, holding on? 
We knew this day would come, we knew it all along 
How did it, come so fast? 
This is our last night but it's late 
And I'm trying not to sleep 
Cause I know, when I wake, I will have to slip away 

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 

Here I am staring at your perfection 
In my arms, so beautiful 
The sky is getting bright the stars are burning out 
Somebody slow it down 
This is way too hard, cause I know 
When the sun comes up, I will leave 
This is my last glance that will soon be memory 

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 

I never wanted to stop because I don't wanna start all over, start all over 
I was afraid of the dark but now it's all that I want, all that I want, all that I want 

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close 

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 
Oh-woah, oh-woah, oh-woah 
Oh-woah (yeah), oh-woah (yeah), oh-woah (yeah) 
Oh-woah (yeah), oh-woah (yeah), oh-woah!

numpang galau

Oke, jadi ternyata gue galau garagara fanfic-nya sedih. dan ada lagu yang pas banget
Byul-Kim ah joong
ini lyricnya (eng. version)
I feel the wind blow in this place
There I see the stars beyond this window pane
Shining so bright
Here in this night
Here I feel the sense of love

Deep in my heart I cry for you
Every tear that fall feels like a wound
The stars in the sky, gently shines
Taking away my pain

I hear a voice gently saying
Don't be afraid
I feel the warmth come over me
As I sleep in their embrace
And even though I
Do not have the strength to go on
Even though I tried to hold on
This love will never ever be meant for me
But I'll keep on smiling
Even though my dreams won't come true
I'll remember every moment with you
Like the stars that shines forever
I'll treasure my love
For you……


terus gue baca quote yang sangat dalem

no matter how near it is...

even though you can touch it..

and think you can own it...

if it's not meant for you 

it will just pass through your hands 

and you will be left as an empty shelf with a broken heart and a lifeless soul....

*Ikutan galau garagara semua ini T^T*